i’ve been working all day and making a nightly ritual of walking around town. the town is pretty small, i think it’s about a 6 mile walk. tonight i stood out in the country and looked back at town and i got a good feeling. i felt like it would be nice if i didn’t have to go back and i could stay where i am and have no time change place. i could just be where it’s quiet and i don’t have to talk to anyone. i liked the idea of existing in a place by myself which is weird because i’m not a big fan of myself. i figure if i keep my mouth shut i shouldn’t piss myself off.