this ep by a band called Chloë Sunshine somehow fell into my lap today. it’s been a while since i’ve listened to something that felt like i wrote it, which is why it’s so depressing and perfect at the same time.

Modern House by Chloë Sunshine

I wanna live in a modern house with you, 
Have a place in LA somewhere with you, 
Drink cheap wine ‘till we’re blind, and pass out next to you, 
I wanna share my life someday with you, 

I’ll be a musician and you’ll work in film, 
And we’ll have a big kitchen where I’ll cook us good meals, 
And some nights we’ll get high, and talk about that day, 
And after everything we’ve been through, there’ll finally be no more games, 

And when the sun comes up and in through our window, 
Cause the blinds are still open from the day before, 
It’ll shine a light on this perfect love, 
That began so many years before, 
Before, Before, Before, 

I wanna live in a modern house with you, 
Have some kids, maybe ten! …just kidding, two, 
Eat every meal outside, enjoy the california weather, 
And in that modern house, babe, we can grow old together, 

And when the sun comes up and in through our window, 
Cause the blinds are still open from the day before, 
It’ll shine a light on this perfect love, 
That began so many years before, 
Before, Before, Before, 

Before, Before, Before.